Thursday, January 20, 2005
Short and To the Point
Erin and I broke up. I did the heart breaking. I also did somethings which she learned of after the fact. No names will be mentioned because I don't feel like calling anyone a homewrecker.
Demolition is always easiest when the foundation is unstable.
But regardless of the nitty gritty, it changes nothing. I am still going on a quest to find meaning in the road ahead. I am attempting to see paths still open to me that I have not noticed or thought about.
In short, after nearly 5 years of relationships, the one I've decided to focus on is me.
To the ones who've passed their judgement against me, I'm sure it sounds entirely selfish. I do not care. If I can find all the things I used to have but lost, even for a few moments, then what I'm doing is worth it.
I am going to re-invent myself.
Demolition is always easiest when the foundation is unstable.
But regardless of the nitty gritty, it changes nothing. I am still going on a quest to find meaning in the road ahead. I am attempting to see paths still open to me that I have not noticed or thought about.
In short, after nearly 5 years of relationships, the one I've decided to focus on is me.
To the ones who've passed their judgement against me, I'm sure it sounds entirely selfish. I do not care. If I can find all the things I used to have but lost, even for a few moments, then what I'm doing is worth it.
I am going to re-invent myself.
